HELLO BLOGGERS!It been ages since I last sign in and update my DEAREST blog!As usual before I being my sharing entry,I would like to take this OPPORTUNITY to APOLOGIES to my CONSISTENT readers(if there are) and my DEAREST blog!I did not mean to make my blog DUSTY and DULL but due to my "PERFECTIONIST" habit,I tend to UPDATE my blog when the WORDS,TIME and MOOD are there!
Here I am today,signing in and updating my DEAREST blog with a NEW sharing entry.Oh well,you might be asking what are the reason behind the picture I post at the start of my NEW sharing entry.Basically it is because that picture BEST describe what are HAPPENING inside my MIND!In another word,my MIND IS IN A BIG MESS!
Most of you or even all of you who are CONSISTENT in reading my blog might be asking WHY?
My answer to your question is like what is stated at the beginning of the sharing entry.I know human being are being CREATED and therefore we are NOT POWERFUL&PERFECT like our CREATOR (in my belief[religious]).However I have this "PERFECTIONIST" habit where whatever I do and join,I will want to have the feel of RESPONSIBILITY, sense of BELONGING and DO them at the BESTEST ABILITY of mine at the same time BE MYSELF as WHO I AM CREATED TO BE!
I believe the FOLLOW up question from all of you are WHAT make you FEEL that you DID NOT fulfilled your "PERFECTIONIST" habit?Oh well the following pictures with headline will explain it!
1.SELF DISCIPLINE AND TIME MANAGEMENT!
2.STUDY
3.FRIENDS
4.RELATIONSHIP
In case my CONSISTENT readers didn't get it with the HEADLINES and pictures,here I am summarizing all of the 4 listed HEADLINES and pictures.I am a FULL-TIME students of Republic Polytechnic.My 1st year in RP was a NIGHTMARE!My CUMULATIVE GPA is just 1.7 and NOW I have MOVE ON to YEAR 2,Semester 1!After knowing my CUMULATIVE GPA,I decided to REFLECT on mine DISCIPLINE&TIME MANAGEMENT!I ADMIT I LOST track during my Year 1, Semester 2!
With the REFLECTION and some research,I FOUND a new STUDY method which is MORE or LESS to my RELIGIOUS way!Since I am NOT NATURALLY a DISCIPLINE person,here I am at the ending of my 3rd week of school reopen with a LOST TRACK!
I have BEEN DELAYING my WORKS which RESULT to me USE IN time for FAMILY,FRIENDS&RELATIONSHIP!Which leads to me NOT ABLE TO BE THERE for THEM just like HOW they are THERE for ME!&In conclusion I feel USELESS and UNFAIR to them!I CAN'T ALWAYS think of my COMFORT,I have to CONSIDER theirs too.Just like this phrase;"TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED!"
I'm SERIOUSLY LOST NOW!Even with me posting this at my BLOG!I will NOT let NEGATIVE take OVER me!I will let this week come to end and MAKE SURE I COMPLETE ALL MY DELAYED WORKS and START next week PROPERLY with PROPER TIME MANAGEMENT and DISCIPLINE!
It is a LONG GRANDPARENTS NEW sharing entry.
I will end here for now and today!
Will update my blog when the "PERFECTION" is there!
With that,
Goodbye,Goodnight and Take Care!
XoxO
