Friday, June 29, 2012 17:47
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
It been 15 days since I last sign in and update my DEAREST blog!As usual before I being my ENTRY for the day,I would like to take this OPPORTUNITY to APOLOGIZE to my CONSISTENT readers and my DEAREST blog!
As we all noted that at the previous entry,I post that it was going to be a COMPACT entry but it TURNS out NOT too because the three criteria that I required in order for me to update my blog were not being co-operative.Therefore,I DID NOT continue to make a COMPACT entry.Well I THOUGHT of SUMMARIZE all the events and put it in a few sentences or paragraphs for an entry but again it DID NOT turn out to be as what I WANT it to happen.All these are NOT only because of the THREE criteria but also I'm LOST and DID NOT able to SUMMARIZE all of it as I did not want you,READERS to have a WRONG thinking about what the actual meaning behind those entry.
However today,I'm GLAD that one of my Facebook friends actually upload codes and pictures from tumblr and shared it at her profile.As I was browsing today,I happened to read one of the code and picture that suit what BOTHERING me.&Again,it is NO OTHER than FRIENDSHIP!Haiss..
Hmm..I CAN'T blame NATURE and ALLAH because I,myself has NOT being CONSISTENT in doing what he ENCOURAGE and REQUEST!What can I asked for other than ALLAH to guide me and also open my heart,mind and soul to be MORE RESPONSIBLE in being a GOOD MUSLIMAH!&who knows when that time arrive,I will be MORE MATURED and able to APPRECIATE what it called FRIENDSHIP!
I will end my entry for the day here!
The three criteria are not being that co-operative.
I will sign in and update again my DEAREST blog when
the three criteria is in a GREAT mood and being VERY co-operative!
With these,
Goodbye..
Take care..
XoXo
Thursday, June 14, 2012 19:46
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
Today marks the 6th days since I last sign in and update my DEAREST blog!So here I am today at Cafe Galilee in Woodland Regional Library with one lady that I have known and still getting to know that is Natasah.Before I begin my entry,as usual I would like to take this opportunity to apologies to my DEAREST blog and CONSISTENT readers for NOT updating all of you.
See the Collage pictures on top? Obversely all of us can see it unless we have any sickness that got to do with our eyes.Well that is the lady that I have been talking about.The lady that make me want to build up my wants in updating blog and also the lady that kept asking me to update my blog on daily basis.Unfortunately I aren't like her and I try but still unsuccessful to make the habit of updating blog on daily basis.Haha..:DD
Oh yeay!Today entry will be COMPACT as I am going to share about today and 6 days back..Haha..:DD
Well today NOTHING much!As usual 8.30 am is the start of schooling hours for Republic Polytechnic Year One student and 3.30pm marks the end of the schooling hours for Republic Polytechnic Year One student.The DIFFERENT about TODAY is that we have to stay till 4.30pm just to go to class we are appointed to go and seat for our Understanding Test 1 at 4.45pm.The Understanding Test is like an early semester/term examination and its duration is just 45 minute.
Well 45 minute is a SHORT period of my time for me PERSONALLY&today my classmates and I have to SEAT for our ENGINEERING DESIGN Understanding Test 1.It is the ONLY module for all Year One School of Engineering that use PAPER.Therefore I shall comment that the PAPER is ACCEPTIONAL!
Okae,I'm going to be FRANK!I am SOMEONE who DISLIKE to comment.Even if my TEMPTING to comment,I will CONSIDER the FEELING,THOUGHT, SURROUNDING,SITUATION and etc.So one of my DISLIKE in commenting is EXAMINATION papers.Haha..:DD
As I typed and pause to read back and see if my sentences make sense and can be understand by human being,I also been thinking that I shall not CRAMP all of my ENTRY here!So in conclusion,I am going to have A LOT of NEW entry today!
Before I publish and SO CALLED end this entry of mine,I just CAME to remember that THIS WEEK is a WEEK of my cousin BIG day!Eventhough that DAYS yet to come,the PREPARATION has started which is TODAY!I NOTED most of you will be ASKING than why am I at Cafe Galilee updating my blog well SCHOOL has REOPEN for Republic Polytechnic students so I have to make decision,although FAMILY is IMPORTANT but my ACADEMIC is IMPORTANT to so I decided to PRIORITIZE my study in a sense COMPLETE my Reflection Journal,Evaluation and Quiz but UNFORTUNATELY, the SERVER is DOWN ever since 3.45pm.
SAD life right?Haha..:DD
Okae dokie!I'm going to STOP here for my CURRENT entry and START typing my NEXT entry!
So sorry that you READERS have to read a WORDY and GRANDPARENTS stories!*stepcutesorryface*
Friday, June 8, 2012 00:18
WISHING-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD AKID ANAQI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Happy 2 year Birthday Muhammad Akid Anaqi.Semoga dipanjangkn umur,dimurahkn rezeki,diberkati hidup dan berbahagia disamping insan2 tercinta!May all your wishes and dream come true!
How time flies!
From still need someone to TENDER him with GENTLE&CARE to ABLE to WALK,HOLD and TALK!I love you babyboi!
Insyallah you will ALWAYS be my
BABYBOI!:DD♥
Thursday, June 7, 2012 23:15
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
It has been ages since I last touched,flipped,sign in and update my dearest personal diary,blog and tumblr.I have forgotten my tumblr username and password that I have to do a new one but unfortunately the same thing happened again.I have LONG decided to abandoned my dearest personal diary because of my 'PERFECTIONIST'.
Luckily I still able to use trial and error to sign in to this BLOGGER page.I NEVER thought that I would be DOING BLOGGING again.The reason why I still WANT to blog is because I got to know that one of Republic Polytechnic friends of mine which has a name of Natasha owned a blog and ACTIVE-ly update it EVERYDAY!
Well being a 'PERFECTIONIST',I always tried my best in whatever I do be a SMALL matters or a BIG matters .I tried to do it with a heart,mind and soul that are sincere,honest,relax and easy.Therefore in order for me to update my BLOG,my MOOD,WORDS and TIME must be CO-OPERATIVE!
Before I began today UPDATE,I would like to take this OPPORTUNITIES to APOLOGIES to my DEAREST blog and READERS who NEVER fail to KNOW the update of my LIFE!(if there is/are).A LOT of MATTERS happened.ALL EMOTIONS,THINKING&LIFESTYLES included.
More CLEARER version is as what the caption in this photo;
THINGS CHANGE..PEOPLE CHANGE!
I noted that MOST reader must be WONDERING why among A LOT of TOPICS that I can make as my COME BACK, why I decided to do this TOPIC as a COME BACK entry.
It is because this TOPIC ALWAYS BOTHERED my life!
I DO NOT mind THINGS change which is NORMAL because we NEED to INNOVATE things in ORDER to have CHALLENGE in life.
BUT PEOPLE CHANGE is the HARDEST things that one human being can HANDLE!
I DO NOT know is it me who is OVER SENSITIVE or that is HOW real LIFE that Allah s.w.t has WRITTEN and CREATING!
Ever since when I was in Primary Five,one of the MOST closest FRIEND of mine which I took her as my BEST FRIEND and had a same name as me,decided to CALLED OFF our FRIENDSHIP!From there, I LOST FAITH in FRIENDSHIP whats MORE BEST FRIEND!
All I DARE to called a FRIEND that is CLOSE to be as my CLOSE FRIEND!
I CAN'T really RECALLED what the REASON for CALLED OFF that FRIENDSHIP but what I know I DID TEAR like a COUPLE BREAK OUT!
Slowly I PULLED myself through and GO on with my LIFE till NOW but UNFORTUNATELY again I DO/DID NOT able to UNDERSTAND and APPRECIATED friendship because my SECONDARY and ITE friends make me see myself as a 'TOUCH N GO'.
Even though I have CLOSE FRIEND with the name Nur Amirah but I STILL UNABLE to APPRECIATE and UNDERSTAND friendship.As I typed all these out,I come to REALIZE that Allah is EVERYTHING.NOTHING is STRONGER that HIS WILL!Maybe I FELT LEFT OUT and 'TOUCH N GO' because I DID NOT know how to be myself in front of people that I just KNOW,GETTING to KNOW or even have KNOWN.I also DID NOT know to APPRECIATE people present and I MIGHT have done/doing the SAME things to THEM that it HITS me back.Mostly I HAVE LOST FAITH in Allah CHALLENGE that HE ADD on just to TEST me AGAIN and AGAIN.
I CAN'T DENY!I do NOTED and ALWAYS NOTED that ALLAH is EVERYTHING but I STILL yet to ACCOMPLISH my RESPONSIBILITY well.All I can say is that my IMAN is still WOBBLING on a THIN strings!
I want to do a detail update but unfortunately I can't.It is because I run out of words and ideas to express out how,what,when,where and who this TOPIC bothered me.
But whatever it is,I feel RELIEF and a little STRESS free about this TOPIC!
Although I CAN'T really FIND a way OUT to it!
Insyallah ONE DAY when I sincerely,honestly,easy and relax to OPEN my LITTLE heart and EYES to see it in POSITIVE ways and LEARN the meaning of FRIENDSHIP,this TOPIC would not BOTHER me.
With all the brain cells that have DIE and brain juice that have DRIED UP,I end my come back entry here.
Insyallah tomorrow or any moment where my MOOD,TIME&WORDS are being CO-OPERATIVE,I will UPDATE my DEAREST blog!
With these,
Take Care
Goodbye..
Goodnight,Sweetdream and Sleeptight.
XoXo!:DD
