Senyumanmu tidak pernah pupus dari pandagan.
Suaramu tidak pernah hilang ditelan masa dari pendengaran.
Kini engkau tidak bersamaku dari segi jasad;
Namun kenagan yang dibina bersama sentiasa menjadi teman untk diriku.
Akan aku sentiasa mendoakn kesejahteraanmu disana dalam masa aku belajar menerima hakikatNYA dengan redha.
HELLO EARTHLINGS!It been ages since I last sign in and update my blog..As usual before I being my sharing entry,I would like to take this opportunity to apologies to my blog and consistent readers(if there are any).Well I guess by now,most or in fact all of you know that I have this "perfectionist" habit.Therefore the reasons why I never update my blog is because either of the 3 component needed for me to update my blog are not being cooperative.They are basically the mood,time and words to be used.
Ohkae enough of explaining why my blog remain silent,dead and dusty..Let get into the sharing entry.There are a lot of matters that happened to me,my family,cousins,nieces,nephews,uncles and aunties.Those matters either affect our emotional,mental or physical with/without we realize it.Well that is life.The story about us human being who is created by Allah and all that happened to us be it we prepared or not is by Allah wills.He is the one who create us and he also the one who wrote the story of our lives.From the day we were born to the day we go back to him.It is COMPLEX for us human being to really understand and appreciate it especially when it is something that got to do with our lowest time on Earth.
As you all EARTHLING knows that my entry for the day being with an emotional phases.I created these phases when I was about to go to sleep again after I had my pre-dawn for my 27th Ramadhan.I just don't know who these phases are dedicated to and I try to find the cause what makes me wanna to create these phases.I created these phases after knowing that a missing Singapore Armed Force Officer who had an attachment at Brunei has a connection with me in a sense that he is my schoolmates when I was in Secondary School.This Officer went missing on the 12th of August 2012 and he was found dead on the 14th August 2012 morning.
It is SHOCKING!Although I am not close with him,the feel of losing someone closed and loved is hard and take a long period of time before someone able to overcome it.
Other than this reason,these phases are dedicated to myself,family members,nieces,nephews and cousins whom their closed and loved one,one by one make their move to meet Allah.I might not understand 100% how his family feels but I know it is hard.Just the same when my uncle,a brother to my father and the 1st son to my Grandma left us for a better place.
But whatever it is,we as human being are being encouraged not to ask why this and that happened to us and not others.Allah knows us well than ourselves.He knows our strength,he knows our weakness and he also know what type of challenges we able to overcome.The one that left us to go back to Allah,will never be alive again expect when at Padang Masyar(spelling?).We that still breath and alive,let use our time and opportunity to get Allah's blessing.
Kepada Almarhum Abu Chee Bin Omar(The Gentleman with the Green Songkok and Spectacle),Almarhum LCP Muhd Fahrurrazi dan Almarhum2 serta Almarhumah2,saya mendoakn agar sesakan kubur anda senua dipermudahkn dan anda semua terlentak disisi hamba2/kalifah2 yang disayangi Allah s.w.t. Amin Ya Rabbal Al Amin.
