Sunday, December 19, 2010 13:04
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
I know it been 3 days since I last update my blog.I am sorry to keep my blog dead especially my personal diary!Really have to update my personal diary!A lot of things that I have express here and at my tumblr were supose to be in my personal diary too!Unfortunately my bdy,mind and lazyyness cause me to ignore and make my personal diary dustyy!Like what the hell!I know that.
Basically the reason why I am updating my dearest blog is because I am gg to leave it dryy and dustyy for a long period.This is all due to the discussion and agreement made.I left with a couple of hours before leaving my familyy behind!I am sorry but I did not go there for leisure onlyy but also for education.Some or even most of you,EARTHLINGS will be wondering where am I gg.I am gg for my Overseas Industrial Attachment Programme that have been organize byy my ITE College West.
I will be there with another 18 students and 1 lecturer for five days!Everything is readyy and in hand ONLY one thing is not yet to reach a conculision agreement!&I have to do it no matter what by TODAY because TODAY is the only lastt dayy bfr I went off!If you,EARTHLINGS are wondering what is the thing that yet to be done by me is,discuss with my parents and have their agreement to allow not to wear scaf.Well I realise it now whyy I had a lot of miscomunnication and etc with my parents.It is because of me who have no courage and not able to speak out whats in my mind.
SINGAPOREAN are MOST likely known as GOOD IN WORDS which is they are prefectlyy fine with having to seat dwn and type but when it comes to face to face or realityy,they might/have problems with it!&I am ONE of it,SADLY!):
Well,my mind has gone blank and I did not wish to type out anymore miscomunnication and misunderstanding that I have with my parents because it will ONLY MAKE ME FEEL THE UNFAIRNESS and my heartbreak as well as my blood boiled!Haha.:DD
With that I end here for todayy.
This is my veryy last post for this year!
I will update you,EARTHLINGS again soon!
Take Care!
Goodbye!
XoXo!:DD
Thursday, December 16, 2010 08:51
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
I know it is kind of weird to have me as a full time student to be sitted infront of laptop/computer at this hour because I mostlyy to be in school.By right my school today start at 11am but than the Sport and Wellness Lecture cancel the lesson therefore my school todayy start at 1.30pm but still end at 5.30pm!Haha.:DD
Basically I have no ideas on what to update all of you but my mind and bodyy seem to look forward for me to update my tumblr and blogg.Therefore I am just gg to share briefly what happened on Tuesdayy night okae?
Tuesdayy night when my parents reached home after their religious night class,I gave my mum back my passport and photocopied passport plus asking her to sign on a piece of consent form.After everything is done,my mum said this to me;"Kau pergi pakai tudung."
When she said that I was shock.Than my father said this to me;"Kau pergi dgn alek jer pakai tudung."
My shockness become double than I avoid from debating with them that night and just went into my share room and use my sister laptop.While I was using it,I felt 100% upset.I felt that my parents are unfair.They will never said and comment muchh when it was my elder sister who did something/went for something organise byy friends or school.However for me,eversince Secondaryy 2 I "tindik" at the top of my hear,the trust and freedom they gave to me become lesser than recentlyy I reach home late after went out Hari Raya with my ITE mates make it somehow worst.
What I was thinking through out the night was I know that my parents somehow wanna to tell me they expect me to wear tudung through out the trip however they also know themselves that after the trip,there is gg to be another trip organize byy my familyy.As I was feeling upset all I can do to make up my dayy was cry all night long!Untill now as I am typing the brief ideas of what had happened on Tuesdayy night,I did not know how to discuss with them.I seen that in 2010 is hardlyy for me to go against what they said as most of it is understandable is for my own good/my own fault.
However I did not wish to hear ppl that went to the trip together with me make uneccesaryy remarkk about my parents.I know although some of them would not speak out but in their mind who knows.It is really weird and unlogic to wear just for gg and back to avoid custom asking a lot of question.Whatever it is,I make up my mind.Brave or not,want or don't wanna,I HAVE to discuss this with my parents by FRIDAYY!!
After typing such a long passage,my brain cells are dying alreadyy.Well I can't balme on it for dying because bfr I use my sister laptop/computer,I was compliting the sketch for my ECAD lesson afterward.Hopefully what I have type and express here are in correct spelling,cotent and sentences.Hopefully you all EARTHLINGS will not get the wrong message!Haha.:DD
Okae lahh.That all for todayy.
I will tryy my veryy best to update bfr I go off!
Goodbye.
Take Care.
XoXo!:DD
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 22:47
5 MORE DAYS!
Frankly talking my feeling is divided into two!
One is EXCITED to the MAX another is SAD.((:((
Sunday, December 12, 2010 16:19
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
I know it been ages since I last owned a blog and diary.However I am trying my best to cultivate backk the habit of blogging and expressing myy dayy,thoughts,feelings and what I went through as well as what bothering me in my diaryy.Fristlyy I would like to apologise to blogger for not using you anymore after I was introuduce to tumblr.Well in my point of views,tumblr is much more easyy to handle although you never log in for ages.Haha.However what make me wanting to own and cultivate that habit of blogging and writting of diary was because I was bored one dayy and does not know what to do to occupied my time so I went to my personal drawer and c what there for me to read or do.
Than I found my very frist diaryy which I start to own it when I was just in Secondary One.Afterwhich I thought through and my mindset and bdy agreed in having and trying to cultivate the habits of blogging and writting in diaryy.Basically diaryy is for me to express anything incase I am too tired to use the computer/laptop and I was busyy.After explaining to all of you,EARTHLINGS as clear as possible.I also want to inform all of you that I am still using and active in my tumblr.Not muchh of updates but muchh on reblogging phases and codes that is nice and more or less the things/situation that I am facing.
If you,EARTHLINGS are wondering if my post for blog and tumblr gg to be the same than I shall make it clear now that more or less it is gg to be the same.Haha.:DD
Well what cn you expect when the owner is the same person.Haha.:DD
Basically this is my second post&in this post,I wanna to update you all about what been happening to me so far.
So far I have been busyy with school and I have been stayying in school for a long dayy and long hours.I have make up classes to attend.This is to ensure that my lecture able to complete the syllables.YESTEREDAY which is SATURDAY was a dayy for students,teachers and etc to rest and spent time with the loves one.However lectures and me as well as my classmate have to attend school because my lecture have to make up for the lessons he and us had missed due to celebration and public holidayy.This is because my class is far backk and a lot to be done bfr the second semester EXAMINATION which took place in the month of MARCH!
Tests and phase tests were conducted last week and this coming week.However I need to endure for another week bfr the SEMESTER BREAK which I will be packk with activities and ENJOYing myself HOPEFULLY!!Now after typing the summaryy of what I have faced for this week,my mind go blankk.I did not know whats more to update all of you about.If all of you are gg to ask me to update about mine life in 2010,I guess there were a lot of things gain and lost.Well that is parcel of life.All HUMAN RACE are facing now or later.Haha.:DD
Hmm.I guess that all for the dayy.
I will update my tumblr and blog as often as I could together with my diaryy.
SUBTRACT gg to the CCK Library later after parents are backk home to return backk the books which sister and me had borrowed!
So ya,I will stop here for now or else this second post to my new blog will be longer and longer.Haha.:DD
So Goodbye.
Take Care.
Love all of ya,EARTHLINGS!
XoXo!:DD
Monday, December 6, 2010 19:58
